Awkward

You know how in life you come across those extremely awkward moments? Well welcome to my life this happens everyday! Although I blame Carlos because like I said boys cant keep their mouth shut EVER. Lets talk about the awkward encounter I came across today to start off with. So you know the feeling you get when someone looks at you like they know something? Well for me I get that feeling on a daily basis from Carlos's friends. So today when I was leaving school there was two of Carlos's friends and his brother standing in a group and as soon as I walk out the door they all turn to stare at me AWKWARD! I know they all know about me and Carlos so it was super uncomfortable because what we have is kept on the DL (well with me anyways obviously) but I have never said two words to these boys so it makes it even more awkward. Whenever I walk into my one class with Carlos his best friend always stares at me and I feel like hes saying in his head I know about you and he does this during the class a lot too (hate that class). Well one thing I have learned form all this is that boy's love to kiss and tell.

Stupid bitch

So I recently found out that Carlos and his brother think the bitch is stalking them which is super funny because now they hate her and so do all their friends can you say KARMA?! Oh and whenever the bitch talks to me she  always seems to bring up our ex (obsessive much) seriously get over it its been a year! She just has to pretend that shes so much better than me which shes not. Apparently my ex tells the bitch things about me ALL the time and why would he talk about me to her? oh wait he doesn't. She likes to twist stories and be as fake as possible but what she doesn't know is that he life is slowly being ruined. More and more people are starting to hate her possibly due to my help and some of my awesome friends :) ill keep you posted as her life turns into a downward spiral.

Operation cockblock

Prom seasons here YAY! NOT! Why am I not excited well lets just say last year it was far short from perfect but anyway lets talk about Fred. Fred is one of the most awkward guys you could possibly meet and he wants to ask me to prom. So last week he asked me to lunch thinking that it was just a friends thing but oh no he had a hidden plot that my friend informed me of that morning.He was rejected by a girl he asked to prom the day before and was on the prowl for a date. I had no clue what to do but I knew for a fact I didn't want to go with this awkward "boy" (pretty sure hes going to be gay) so when lunch came around I asked my girl who can be a bitch when needed so this was the perfect time for her to let out her inner bitchiness. Fred was not expecting that I would bring her and I'm pretty sure he wasn't to happy about it. On the way to lunch me and my girl decided to talk about "18 year old things" to make him feel awkward (pretty sure it worked). I knew that he wasn't going to ask me now that my girl was with us so I was safe for now. He still hasn't asked me thank god! Hopefully he wont but I know if he tries my girls got my back :)  

Proof

It has been confirmed men are becoming more womenly! Today in my writing class my teacher pulled up a fact stating that men are starting to talk more in question form like women. Finally there is proof! The guys in my class of course dont want to admit to it but us ladys know its true men are becoming more intune with their feelings. Although this could be a bad thing for us women that want a manly man that doesnt cry all the time hint hint me hopefully theres still some out there.

Grow a pair

Is it just me or are men becoming more womanlike everyday? Lets go back to that boy I dated a year ago he cries more than I do like WTF I'm a girl shouldn't I be the one crying? Well on one of our dates he did pick Dear John to go see and he cried in the Notebook so I guess that says a lot but his womeness doesn't stop there. I went away for a week for spring break (4 hours away) and I get a phone call from my best friend telling me that my "boy"friend called her crying that I was gone for the week. RED FLAG! Alcohol may have been a factor but STILL. So my friend told me he cried for a good fifteen minutes and complained that I never told him I was leaving (I did three times) and how much he missed me which I guess was cute but the crying kind of ruined it. Oh and he has PMS like everyday can you say MOOD SWINGS even when I'm PMSING I'm not as bad as him. Ok enough about him but it seems like every guy I seem to hang out with has a girl car (including my ex) I drive a jeep so its kinda manly but still there are way more manly cars out there oh and FYI adding ski racks to a car does not make it manly. I just feel like guys are more moody these days like they just need to grow a pair and get over whatever is making them so moody. So if there is a manly man out there I'm looking for you ;)

Boy's

Ok so I did say I was going to talk about me moving on well I most defiantly have! :) So there was this boy I met this summer and we stared to hang out for awhile which was good but then he thought it would be fun to stop texting me and show up to a school event with another girl which was his date. COOOOOOOL right? well they do say revenge is sweet :) I have known this other boy for three years now and never really thought much of him but he has been after me all this time why I never went for it? don't ask me. So this other boy is friends with the first boy (lets call him Stephan) and well Stephan likes to kiss and tell  EVERYONE! Reputation in that group of people is kind of ruined but whatever back to Stephan well he knew that the other boy (we shall call him Carlos) wanted me and just had to tell Carlos about us can you say AWKWARD! So Carlos and I started to hang out after Stephan stopped talking to me and we have hung out twice now so I would say it's going pretty good. I just hope Carlos can keep his mouth shut unlike Stephan or this situation could get even more awkward. But I really want Carlos to ask me to prom now that the person that was going to take me *cough cough Stephan is out of the picture but I guess we will see where this goes :)

Drama

As you have read in my previous post there is a bitch that likes to start shit. I have a class with her and just because she dated the same boy she thinks she knows every thing when she doesn't know anything at all. To make her feel better about herself she likes to tell me things that our "ex" said about me. Here are just a few things he "said" I never respected you, I was never turned on by you, the only good thing about you is your ass, you look like an Asian, and the bitch is prettier than you. Well if you have ever seen what this bitch looks like you know it's untrue. I'm not trying to be conceded or anything but really shes unattractive and well a raging bitch. But anyway back to my story the bitch has to make her feel better about what went down between all of us so she has to say mean things about me that were apparently said by our ex. But if you really want to know the truth the only reason he dated her is because she was easy and well has big boobs but that's all she has going for her. I know this is true because it came straight from his mouth and even the bitch admitted that he used to talk about me the whole time they were dating and how great I am so he obviously didn't say any of that (and I asked him about it).It's been a year get over it and move on! I have but we will talk about that another time :)

"Relationships"

So last year I dated this boy who i fell in love with seems perfect right? WRONG there's this girl who had to go and ruin everything shes a complete BITCH! So lets start in the beginning sophomore year I met this nice boy and we became good friends a few months later we started to date it was a good relationship but summer broke us up (as most relationships during summer end) we stayed good friends until said "bitch" showed up. See this boy couldn't decide which one of us he wanted so as boys tend to do he picked the easy girl over the sweet, beautiful, caring girl (me). This is when the nice sweet boy started to become less nice and sweet. The two stared dating and yes I was pissed because this boy gave the impression he liked me (which he did) but started to date the bitch because he got in her pants within the first two weeks of their relationship. Well of course this "relationship" only lasted one month and guess who came crawling back to me. So me and this boy started to date again and all was well but I didn't realize this wasn't the same sweet guy from sophomore year. Due to him dating the bitch he became one himself and broke my heart for what reason? to this day I don't know but we lasted longer than him and the bitch but there is still drama one year later seems like the bitch can't accept the fact that he liked me better and always will.