Carlos

As I have said before boys gossip A LOT and they don't really pay attention to who might be listening (usually me) to their gossip. The scoop I got today in my class with Carlos was that hes been cheated on AGAIN isn't that just a sign that hes going after the wrong girls? Like they say fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me so I believe after two strikes with two different girls from the same school its time to be a little smarter. Well every time Carlos gets cheated on he comes crawling to me to make him feel better. I have been here all along but still he goes for those stupid whores for relationships but I'm always here to pick up the pieces. Cant he see whats right infrount of him?! Lets see he has known me for three years now and liked me for that long wouldn't you think he would grow a brain and pick who has been there all along? Even though he knows about me and Stephan if he wanted something more than what we have I would drop him like last seasons jeans. He really can be a sweet guy and I kinda want to be in a relationship again yeah the whole single life is fun for awhile but it gets lonely. But anyway back to my point why is he so stupid?! I think I'm a lot prettier than those other girls but I guess that's just me. Well there's nothing I can do about it but blog...

Hes back

Last night I got on facebook after I came home from an awesome party for one of my girls and guess who imes me... my prom date. Its been a week sense we have talked so I thought he didn't like me and was over it I guess not. But here's the creepy part he went looking for me at my work who does that? I thought I scared him off but theres no scaring this boy away. He also added me on skype how he found me I have no clue maybe god told him he is really religious. Well now I'm stuck with a stalker maybe if I sick Carlos and Stephen on him he will go away they gotta fight for their women right ;) If you have any ideas on how to get rid of this dude let me know :)

Lunch

The other day me and my Mexican Amiga went out for lunch and guess who we see. Yep Carlos! So me and my girl sit down and of course he has to sit at the table right next to me and the tables are super close in there so its like hes at the same table as us. He barley talked to the person he was with and I could tell he was listening to my convo (CREEP) then his friend was at the table on the other side of me so I was right in the middle of their convo super awkward! Well after my less then comfortable lunch of course we had to walk our right behind him oh JOY! Again he was listening to everything I was saying to my girl I should of started talking about my awesome sex life (well make it up) I'm sure that would of got him thinking ;)

Romance

Ok so I have a problem. I want a bad boy but I also want romance some cute lovey dovey stuff but not too much. Is it so hard for guys to at least try once in awhile to be sweet? Take Carlos and Stephen both bad boys and there's that hotness whenever I'm with them but the one thing they lack is romance. Yeah hot is good but sometimes I just want that cute sweet loving feeling and no I don't want them to love me I just want them to try and be sweet to me once in awhile. But I don't want them to be falling all over me cause that's just pathetic I still want the hot passion that's there but I  want to feel like a girl not like an object. Just sayin even though I know nothing will change just needed to put it out there before I explode. 

The bitch is back

So the bitch has been in Hawaii for the past week thank god! But now shes back shit... even though I knew she would come back a small part of me was hoping that she would get eaten by a shark or got swept   away by a huge tide but no shes fine. Well there goes wishful thinking. So yesterday she was back in my class and we had to do a project at Old Navy the task was to give a guy a makeover. See with her involved in this its gong to go terribly wrong poor guy. She cant even dress herself how the hell can she dress someone else? Well its simple she cant. She picked out the ugliest shirts and cant match shits with pants to save her life. Me and the "victim" were talking and you could tell he was thinking what have I got myself into well thank god I was there to save the day. (insert epic theme music) She actually tried to pair a dark navy shirt with a pair or dark wash jeans if you have the slightest good taste in clothes you know that's wrong. So I told her to get some khakis for the poor boy to go with the shirt here's what she said "oh that's what I meant" UH HUH sureee so FYI in her world jeans mean khakis? She should just stick to her day job on the corner. 

Player

Just because I'm hanging out with Carlos and Stephan does that make me a player? I think not! It's not like I'm committed to either one of them and it's all innocent flirting. I'm almost positive that they know about each other anyway so if they don't care why should I? I'm single and having fun and there is nothing wrong with that and I'm not playing either one of them. The other day I was told that I was on a date with my best guy friend because we went to Starbucks and had a heart to heart that is not a date if you ask me. But according to my friend I'm playing him too but I'm not we are just friends and both of us know that. People are dumb but they can think what they want I don't care it's none of their business anyway.

Stephan

I got a text today from Stephan weird huh? Well we haven't talked in like three months so I was like WTF but I'm pretty sure he realized what he lost. Anyway he wants to hang out tomorrow should I go there again? I mean its pretty funny cause him and Carlos are friends so I could be awesome and cause some drama there I mean after everything with them I feel like it would be just what they need in their little group. Messing with guys minds can be fun right ;) well my life's kinda boring right  now so I might just see what Mr. Stephan is up too I guess that's what Carlos gets for not talking to his woman call me a bitch or call me awesome take it as you will but I know you have wanted to do something like this at least once so I'm taking one for the team.

My prom...

Guess who was right ME! Prom was horrible and my date was an ass hole but lets start at the beginning of the night. I was a half hour late to pictures I actually had to get changed in my car we were so late. Pictures were super awkward with him but I had a good time with my girls. Then dinner so I'm thanking god that I had my two DECA girls with me cause I would of never made it though dinner without them. So we were having a nice dinner and I said bitch nbd right WRONG my date turned to me and yelled "watch your language in a nice place like this!" like WTF how rude can he be it was our first date. It took everything I had to not turn and yell fuck you! back we were in a hotel restaurant so it wasn't even a super nice place then he decided to get into it with my girl and you NEVER do that remember operation cock block yeah stay away from her bad side. But the one thing that really set me off was the fact he didn't pay for anything my dad had to pay for everything what a gentleman right? So we get to the dance and he is by far the worst dancer ever I just wanted to die it was so bad. I swear to god he doesn't have a sense of humor at all he hardly laughed and was just plain awkward he had like no emotion but angry and rude. Well apparently proms supposed to be the best night of your life this one wasn't it was actually one of the worst nights of my like the only thing that made it good was my girls who had my back (love ya) but I would of traded last years prom for this years any day.

Tonight...

Today is prom.... cant you sense the enthusiasm I have? Well I woke up this morning and it was raining I feel like that's a sign of events to come. Its going to be a busy day for sure and probably awkward cause of my date but thank god I'm having dinner with my fave Mexican girl and doing jello shots at the restaurant that will scare Jesus boy away right? If that doesn't I meting up with my girl from operation cock block so I know he will be over me by the end of the night thanks to the help of my girls :) and Carlos will be at prom hopefully he will steal me away cause I know what he wants and is me so I'm sure tonight will be an interesting series of events but ill guess we will see I know what my next post will be about :D till then wish me luck.

Not my type at ALL

So I met my prom date for the first time today. Hes nice and a good guy but before he came to see me at work he went to talk to my dad which I think is weird but he is religious so I guess that's what they do. But the worst part is that my dad approves which makes him so much less attractive cause I like bad boys that my dad wouldn't approve of that's just my type I guess. Hes cute and all but kinda boring and likes to tell me irrelevant things and I can tell hes a needy one which I cant deal with. But I only have to deal with him for one night right? Well I always have Carlos to balance out the bad boyness that I need ;)

My type

I have finally figured out what my type is douche bags. It seems like those are the guys I attract and am attracted to. I have tried other types of guys (my prom date) but I'm never really that into them. The douche bags are just so much more exciting cause they are bad boys ;) and it seems like the good guys are so boring. I like guys who can not be serious all the time and like to do exciting things. Although they don't always treat me good they are fun and exciting instead of dull and boring. I guess I just like excitement in my life that's all.

The prom date

Ok I met this sweet guy whose cute and super nice but hes not my type at all. Hes my prom date (yes I gave into the stupid high school event) but hes super religious and political which are two things I'm not at all. He has really different views on things than I do and hes not the type of guy I go for at all. I'm sure we will have fun at prom and be good friends but I don't see it turning into anything more. I haven't even met him in person and he asked me to go to Colombia with him a little weird I think. He will look good in prom pics though :)

Look whose back

So I got a text from Carlos tonight but I'm going to start this story from the beginning. So I have a class with Carlos and I sit pretty close to him so I can hear everything he says to his best friend and today I heard that the girl Carlos was hanging out with has been hooking up with other guys ( he seems to attract winners besides me of course). So he comes crawling back to I totally called it too I even told my best girl so what am I going to do now you ask well I'm going to talk to him and see where it takes me my goal is for him to realize that I'm the only girl who wont screw him over cause this is the second time that he has been screwed over and came back to me. But I have the upper hand on this one he wont get me back that easily :)

Prom

So I have made a final decision I'm not going to prom. Why you ask well to start off with no date cause boy's are AWESOME! Oh and all my friends have dates so I refuse to be a third wheel. What about the dress I got your asking well there is a reason they invented eBay. So there I'm going to have an anti prom at my house and watch movies and be anti social. Proms overrated anyway who wants to be let down by the high expectations of prom? I sure don't (again) well those are my thoughts on prom a.k.a the most overrated event In high school.

One unhappy bitch

For A-block me and my ex hang out cause we are still friends and the other day the bitch saw us and looked pissed (totally funny). So the next day she asked me what was up with me hanging out with him and I told her we were friends and I could totally tell she wasn't happy with that maybe it was the fact he deleted her off of Facebook but who knows :) Today she saw us again hanging out and she was totally pissed which made my day. I find it funny that he totally hates her and still is my friend. Another accomplishment in ruining her life completed! But I guess we will see what she has to say tomorrow in class :) (it wont be a smile on her face I know that)

A boys goal

Question.Is the goal of boys to make a girl feel unbeautiful? Here's why I think it's true I have been burned by a lot of guys lately and to tell you the truth it hurts pretty bad cause I'm left thinking am I not pretty enough? So Paul asked another girl to prom today wtf am I not pretty enough for him? Carlos hasn't talked to me lately did he find someone prettier than me? And finally Stephan is over me I'm pretty sure did he find someone better than me? These are all the questions I have its like boys talk to me when there's nobody better to talk to and then they find someone else and they are through with me and it makes me feel like shit. People tell me I'm pretty but its hard to believe when this kinda stuff keeps happening to me. Maybe I'm just unlucky but still it hurts I still don't have a prom date and probably wont get one cause theres always "someone better" I guess I just have to live with it a few more weeks but its going to be hard cause I'm lonely and want a "MAN" not a boy that's always after the next chase well they can keep chasing and chasing those "better" girls but they cant chase after this one anymore I'm done playing their stupid games so here's to me sticking it out and being done with high school boys.

People

I have decided that people really piss me off. There's a select few people that I actually like right now and that list is getting smaller and smaller. With the whole prom thing I'm just over boys all together call me bitter if you want but high school boys all suck. Then there's the people that act like they are your "friend" but really when you need cheering up or to vent all they care about is themselves but when they need you your supposed to listen and care about what they are talking about but guess what it doesn't work that way. One thing high schools taught me is that people only look out for their best interests and its a one way street unless they are your true friends and it looks like I don't have many of them any more. My so called "best friend" as she likes to call me doesn't give a shit that I'm upset over prom she would rather talk about how her and her date are going awesome huh? Well whatever I'm almost out of this hell hole thank god.

Prom

Here's my awesome situation for prom no date and a really expensive dress that I cant take back perfect right? NOT! So this weekend I went to Portland and got a designer dress that was wayyyy over my budget but my family pitched in because apparently it looked perfect on me and it was "the dress" so they had to find a way to get it for me so my dad, aunt, and cousin all paid for it I love my family so much but I don't even know if I'm going to prom so I feel bad that they spent all that money on a dress that I might not wear. The worst part is that it was on sale so I cant take it back so what do I do? Oh and remember Paul well hes not going to ask me to prom that pussy seriously grow a pair! But all my friends have dates so I would totally third wheel it if I went which wouldn't be fun but on the other hand I don't want to disappoint my family and not go when they spent all that money. To tell you the truth I'm sick of prom and hearing about it, its so overrated! Its my senior year and all but still I don't want to go if I'm not going to have fun I'm in a serious FML moment gotta love high school.

Lesson learned

Boys in high school = players. Its taken me this long to figure out but its happened to me a few times. When you hang out with a guy a couple times and they decide to be done with they they just stop talking to you and start to hang out with a new girl and this sucks because you start to like them and just like that they drop you. It's also rude they could at least tell you what the deal is but they like to keep lines blurry. I found out my lucky number is two I will hang out with a guy two times just two and then they are done with me sad huh well Ill get over it I just thinks its disrespectful to girls but they don't care all they care about is how many girls they can get with. Thank god I'm almost done with high school cause I'm sick of guys treating me like this first Stephan and now Carlos this is awesome NOT! Well lets hope Paul Inst like them cause after this I fell like I should give up. All I want is a good guy isn't there any out there any more? Well I know what type of guys I'm not going to get involved with anymore well some day they will see what they missed out on right? I feel like the reason I'm still single is due to the guys I hang out with so if there's any good guys out there and isn't a player hit me up cause I'm looking for you ;) (p.s. if your a player and reading this grow a pair, stop playing girls, and treat them with respect it would be greatly appreciated) 

The plan

So as you know my ultimate goal this year because its my last year in high school is to ruin the bitches life. Already I have asked her to prom for my ex (totally hilarious) and pretty much ruined her relationship with my girls ex (also super funny)  and Carlos and his brother hate her oh and the best of made her cry when she found out that I was dating my ex last year. Now she thinks we are good friends and that just won't do. So I need something else to do to ruin her life before I graduate. Me and a few good friends are plotting some good ways to achieve this Ill keep you posted on when our next attach is but for now all I can tell you is that she wont expect it and when we are done with her she will have no life like they say karma always comes around (especially when your messing with other girls men) ;)

Obsessed

Today I had class with the bitch and I swear she was on crack or something because she was singing with the teacher and came up and gave me a huge hug WTF we are not friends I hate her with a passion! Oh and the best part was her neon  green skirt who the hell wears that? But I found out that she will not be attending prom thank god but here's the funny part her date decided he didn't want to go with her anymore seems like karma's been real good to her. Back to the subject of this post so shes has hit the point of crazy obsession with our ex she was actually checking her compatibility with him hello he doesn't want you (that's why he dated me and broke up with you!) But her crazy obsession doesn't stop there she texts him in the class we have together to ask him stupid things and you can tell he doesn't want to talk to her. Apparently she cant get hint or over him lets see its been a year and we all have moved on except her well if your a guy reading this DON'T date her she will obsess over you and then you have to deal with her for the rest of you life and nobody wants that now do they :)

What a girl really wants

Ok so this isn't one of those sappy all girls want is "love" and a man that "worships" her even though that is true but there is so much more we want. First off they say money cant buy love they LIE all us women want a man that's well off and can buy us sparkly things. Second we all want a man that we can flaunt around and make other girls on the street glare at us cause our mans hotter than theirs. Oh and we want a man that's good in bed ;) always a plus. But one thing that's important to me is that my man can cook cause I LOVE food! I'm not gonna lie I'm lazy and I would really like a guy to make me food while I lay in bed all day. All us girls also want a guy that's tone in all the right places (beer guts=unattractive) we also want a guy to kill the bugs cause I don't know about you but I HATE them. But lastly we want a guy that's nice and sweet to us cause  have been with some real ass holes and that's not a fun relationship at all trust me. Oh and maybe  they could talk a little less and do a little more of what we want ;) don't think that will happen though a girl can only wish oh and if this applies to any men out their I am single and looking ;) 

Paul

So I have a new boy that I feel I need to talk about so lets call him Paul. Before you ask about what happened to Carlos let me tell you that nothing happened to him I'm still attracted to him but hey I'm single cant I play the field a little ;) But back to Paul hes nice and I think he might actually have the balls to ask me to prom (unlike Carlos that pussy) but here's the thing hes good friends with my ex so I hope it doesn't cause any drama cause that's all I need on top of the bitch starting shit. Me and Paul have been texting a lot and I kinda think he likes me and last night I did the typical girl thing and stayed up super late to talk to him smart move I think not cause I'm super tired today but it was worth it :) So I guess we will see what happens with Paul and prom and Carlos too :) (his friends still creep)