The camp out

Last night was my senior camp out and guess whose there my ex. We are friends an all so I didn't mind but as the night went on it got weird. Now take in mind we have been broken up over a year so you would think he would be over it but last night suggested something else. He was totally flirting with me and at one point He was really close to my face and looked like he wanted to kiss me so I pulled back cause it was SUPER awkward. Him and his friend (don't like much) left for awhile and I didn't think they would be back. Oh but you gotta love surprises cause they came back about 2am to the dieing party. Well let me tell you the situation I was in. I was supposed to be in the tent with my "best friend" but she decided to ditch me for the RV operation cock block boy brought so I was left alone some friend huh. Anyway my Mexican Amiga invited me in her friends car where it was super cramped but it was better than being alone. So here rolls up my ex and his friend knocking on the back door. They have me take them to the RV and well they wanted to spend the night in the tent where I was supposed to be. So I ended up staying in a two person tent with both of them and you thought my life was awkward before. Oh and to make it oh so much better the sleeping bags were all zipped together so we all got to share one big sleeping bag and guess who got the middle yep of course ME. Sleeping on the ground isn't very comfortable so naturally I woke up in the middle of the night but when I woke up my exs arm was around me and he was totally spooning me like WTF hello don't you remember you broke up with ME! But it gets weirder he actually started to kiss me and was all over me. Apparently he doesn't remember what went down between us last year. Well all that camp out did was leave me super confused and an ex that wants to hang out with me all the time now. Thank you senior camp out!

Restraining order much needed

Today hasn't been a good day for me at all so I put ughhh for status on Facebook and guess who decides to comment on it yep my prom stalker. All  he put was a question mark but why the hell would he care we like never talk mostly my choice but still his caring is irrelevant due to the fact we really aren't remotely friends. But lets flash back to about a week ago when he did talk to me last. He text me to ask if I was with another like why the HELL would it matter we aren't dating and there is no intention of that happening at ALL. I would rather cut my own legs off then do that ( yep hes that bad) but anyway back to the story he was all freaking out because he saw me with said "boy" but here's the best part it wasn't even me. So he got all worked up for no reason at all. This boy has taken stalker to a whole new level can you say restraining order?

The end of the awkwardness....I think

The school year is ending and I feel like my awkward moments with Carlos and Stephan are heading that way too. There might be sometimes when we hang out before we all leave but there wont be any more of Carlos friends staring at me thank god! But even though those moments were super uncomfortable I'm going to miss them a little. Maybe if I go to some of the parties that will be happening this summer I might get a little taste of awkwardness again but other than that its over. I don't know what will happen with all of us we probably wont talk much if at all. Stephan is going to Sweden for two years and Carlos is going to Montana so we probably wont cross paths in the future. For me I will be in Portland for a year and after that who knows. I will miss hanging out with them they have defiantly made my senior year more interesting but in a good way... I think. Well they will leave me with some memories for sure. Well here's to summer and the rest of my life with most likely interesting boys ( I attract them). It was fun while it lasted boy's ADIOS!