Adios Carlos

Well tonight was the last night for Carlos in this town and I guess he needed one last text session with yours truly. But I can blame him I am pretty awesome and hes going to miss me i know it. Hopefully he will keep in contact but you never know when people move away but at least he text me before he left. We go way back to sophmore year and even though he was... well lets intersting and shall I use the same word for the times we had this past year Im still going to miss him. I wont have to same awkward moments without him around which is nice but sad at the same time. Well this was bitter sweet I hope he hits me up when he comes back for breaks but if not heres to a good 3 years of knowing him and the cleveage baskitball he liked to play when we first met. So adios Carlos I hope you have an awsome time in college even though I know he will never see this its a nice thing to say right? haha well peace, love,  happiness, and all that crap :)

Conspiracy theory

So if you remember all they way back to Stephan and Carlos well just a few days ago both of them text me out of the blue. Weird huh? well that's what I was thinking but I came to the conclusion that somethings about to happen. I mean think about it first my ex wanting to hang out all the time and now my ex flings there has to be something in the universe happening ( if you believe in that kinda stuff) either that or a conspiracy against me. Either way I feel like I should be prepared. So whats my first move you ask well text them back second see what happens. Stephan already asked me to hang out but hasn't come through so should I text him and ask? IDK but Carlos just wanted to talk to me I think. ( ill let you know if anything more happens there) and for my ex well I think we have spent too much time together lately which means he could get the wrong idea ( ill explain in my next post) But I guess all I can do is see what happens although there is very little time before we all leave for college. Carlos leaves tomorrow so I feel like that one is ruled out but hey I'm sure he will be back for winter break and holidays as will I so I guess we will see what that brings cause hey who wouldn't miss me :) For now though I shall deal with Stephan who doesn't leave for a long while and my ex but I don't really want to deal with that one so if you have any ideas let me know ;)

Friends?

So I hung out with my ex again and we floated the river and a movie with some friends. It was a lot of fun and I'm thinking we can be friends again which is nice but I'm always unsure of what he thinks. I was in a swim suit of course when we floated and he was totally checking me out (not gonna lie I don't blame him he did miss out on that) and he was totally flirting with me. Sometimes becoming friends with your ex can be complicated because you will always have feelings for the one you once loved but its better to be friends than not talk at all. We were best friends before we dated so its only natural that we go back to that but its still confusing but it just takes time. I'm just glad we made up before we left for college cause I didn't want to leave things between us on bad terms. If only the bitch knew we were friends again she would be enraged and it would be the funnest thing ever! Who knew I could be this deep! Well I guess we will see what happens and if your thinking we will get back together again you are one funny person cause I'm not going through that EVER again! But a gbf could be a possibility (gay best friend) ;)

My dream guy

Today I believe I met my dream guy but let me start off with the story about how I met him. I was working and it was a pretty average day so my co worker gave me his snowboarding magazine and a sharpie and told me to say "hey Austin can I get your autograph". At first I didn't want to do it but I thought what the hell and it turned out to be a good thing I did. He got up and signed it and started to talk to me and asking me where I lived and went to school all that stuff. Here's the awesome part he actually was interested in what I had to say! After we got done talking he asked my name and wrote it down and put for in front of it. I couldn't get the smile off my face! He was super cute and charming and PERFECT! When he left he said ill see ya tomorrow and later I found off he was a pro snowboarder I believe this was the beginning of a beautiful thing even though he had his girlfriend with him he was still flirting with me ;) Oh and he said he hopes to see me when I move to the town he lives in yep he wants a piece of this!