Done

Ok so if you read my last post you can understand that I'm fed up with guys. I feel like they think they can do what they want to me but here's a news flash they CAN'T! I'm glad I'm moving to a new city soon so I can make a fresh start. I think I'm ready for a relationship finally. Its been over a year and well its time to find a good guy that will care about me cause I sure as hell know that Paul and Stephan never did. My ex on the other hand I have no clue what his caring level is but its not enough. And for Carlos he still texts me a lot so I have no idea what his deal is but hes in Montana so ill never know or pursue anything so far away. I haven't felt this way in a long time but I want to be a relationship with someone who will be there for me not just for the moment or just for a hook up. But you know what sucks is that I actually kinda liked those guys and all they liked was my body. So I'm done,done with hanging out with jerks, done with letting them make me feel like they care, I'm just done. Here's to a new life, new city,new guys. Oh and I met one that lives right around the corner from where ill be living and he seems like a good guy plus hes cute ill keep you updated :)