The hardest good bye

Today I text my ex to see when he was leaving so we could hangout one last time and say good bye. He told me he was leaving in 30 minutes. I thought he would of told me sooner but I guess not. I didn't think it would feel like this when he left but it.. hurt. I really do miss him but he told me he would see me over thanksgiving break and told me we can skype but thanksgiving is two months away and it feels like its longer and I feel like skype isn't enough. But it will have to do. Maybe the fact that the good bye was over a text made it harder for me maybe in person he though it would be harder for him. Either way its not easy after three years of knowing each other and being so close. I just hope nothing changes and he keeps his promise to keep in touch. Well all I know for now is that I miss him. Well life is full of good byes and all we can do is keep breathing. So that's what ill do and see what happens...